Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Guarantees

One of the few times that you would want to listen to the devil
Nothing in this world is guaranteed... However, if it's something that is attainable, there is always AT LEAST a 1% chance that you will get it... You might say that the number is way too small to try to do, however I have a different perspective: If you really want something, 1% is more than enough...

On other news, I just performed a McGyver operation to seal a window using aluminum foil, tape, and a couple of noise makers... LIKE A BOSS

UGH, I have to wake up early tomorrow for the stupid new venture... Damn, there really is still a long way to go

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Adverts

Fuck off
Well, another thing is being "smudged" all over my face... Jeez, really? Is that really necessary? Well mark my words: I shall one day match you... One day, my friend, and I will definitely go to the park, look at the advert, go to the cinema, and then proceed to the rooftop... You will see

On other things, it's funny how not awkward it is for me to walk into a very feminine store nowadays... I say that it's actually pretty fun, since it's an interesting change for me... I dunno, all I need and want to know is that there's still a long way to go

Monday, November 21, 2011

Persevere

Are you going to fight through the mud, or become one with it?
Darrel Royal, the former coach of the Texas Longhorns, once said:
On the field, anyone will taste humiliation. A player that has never suffered it doesn't exist.
But the first class players, as a tribute to all of their efforts, will quickly stand up.
The average players will stand up after a little while.
And the losers stay flat on the ground.
Life isn't about being unable to weather any storm... It's about getting back on your feet as fast as you can after it... Looks like everyone's still got a long way to go

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Boys and Girls


This song has been stuck in my head the whole day.... Its sounds SO cute until you read the lyrics that are just oh SO insulting... Oh well, I mostly agree with these statements anyway... However, girls should also shoulder some of the blame... It's not just us that are idiots, you know :)

*English Translation*

Boys are always chasing after girls,
All day long,
Always thinking about girls.

But, boys are after all a little stupid,
See, they don't seem to
Understand girls' feelings at all.

Uu, this really won't do, idiot.
Don't you want to know, idiot?
Yup, the most important thing in this world,
I think it's timing after all, isn't it?
Don't you think so?

Why do girls fall in love with boys too?
All night long restless,
Absorbed in thinking about
Why its so dark.

But, boys are after all
Always stupid,
They still don't seem to
Understand girls' hearts.

Hey, really, truly, idiot,
Let me tell you, idiot.
Yup, the most important thing in this world,
The thing you can never take for granted,
I think it's timing after all, isn't it?

Yup, even when saying "I love you",
Even when going on a date, no matter what you're anything,
Uu, even when kissing,
Even when saying goodbye, no matter when.

Yup, the most important thing in this world,
I think it's timing after all, isn't it?
Isn't it? Hello?

Yup, even when saying "I love you",
Even when going on a date, no matter what you're anything,
Uu, even when kissing,
Even when saying goodbye, no matter when.

Yup, the most important thing in this world,
I think it's timing after all, isn't it?
Isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it?
Ponpokorin

Lalala~

The most important thing is timing, eh? Heh, looks like a lot of people still has a long way to go

Friday, November 18, 2011

Super Sentai Spirits!


    








The little kid inside of me just had a nerdgasm TuT

What the hell happened?

A few hours before: "Yeah dude, this defense is TOTALLY gonna hold up"
Alright, I've recovered from my totally emo moment from yesterday... It's a routine breakdown for me, nothing be alarmed about...

Speaking of alarming things... The hell, bro? What happened to the defenses? It seems like it just got kamehameha-ed into oblivion...

As one would say, sighs... Still got a long way to go

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Loneliness


Pretty much the depiction of most of my life

I'm just tired. Just sick and tired of fighting alone.

I've been alone for most of my life, and I'm just sick of it. Is it enough to be crying over it? Yes, it is. When you've been through so much just on your own, you just want great relief. Friends and family help, yes, but it's just not the same. Having someone there that you know is there for you, it's just the greatest relief that anyone can ask for.

I'm jealous. Jealous of people that have it, or manage to stumble on it. I know that I've already been blessed so much and it's greedy to ask for more; but sometimes you just think "why not me? why can't I have companionship that is pretty easy to obtain?". Why can't I have that? WHY?!


I miss it. I miss that feeling. That feeling that you know someone is always there with you. I really do. Why is it so easy for some people? Why do I have to go through hell and back just to have a bit of it for a short period of time? Why can't I be the primary option for someone? WHY CAN I ONLY BE A SECONDARY ONE?! JUST, WHY?!

I've still got a long way to go, probably one that is filled with loneliness and sorrow

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Deuces Wild

You ALWAYS get three strikes
2 Strikes... Back to the wall... You have to fight for your life... You have to protect the plate, but you also can't chase when it's out of the strike zone... This is where the good are separated from the great...

Man, these have been a crazy couple of days... A LOT of shit hit the fan, and it was just bad... Well this is a learning experience for everyone involved, and has been tough on everyone as well... However, it ain't over 'til the fat lady sings... Let's see what's really better: a diamond in the rough with potential, or someone with experience and is in their peak... We shall see...

Truly, everyone still has a LONG way to go

Monday, November 14, 2011

BROmance

"Alright bro, let's wreck shit up"
Ah, you gotta love talking to your bro... It just feels so natural to do it... And it also doesn't matter if your bro is a girl, it still counts

Damn, there is a massive shitstorm approaching the people surrounding me... It would be interesting to see how this goes down, especially since I've been a part of it right from the very beginning... Looks like I'm not the only one who feels like there is still a long way to go

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Bluffs

A little trickery never hurt anyone... Right?
My favorite strategian once said: "Even if my body can barely do 10% of its functions, I can still bluff at 120%!" And I proved that tonight, increasing the impact of my plan with a simple shock bluff... Oh man, was it fun to see the person I used it on squirm around for a bit... Ah, good times

Speaking of good times, the IRC formal was kind of dry but the people I was with made it a really fun night... Awkwardness at the dance floor, missed cues, and some oddly "romantic" moments with my bro were some of the highlights of the evening... Now let's see if I can bluff my way through this midterm that I blew off studying for to have fun... Still got a long way to go

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Done

Oh hey, I opened a path
Wingman duties completed. Well, that was fun... A little abrupt, but its okay

I wish life has an instant replay, just so that I can see how well something went... I don't know if it's a personality disorder, but I would really just like to be acknowledge for what I've done and that instant replay would give me a decent argument... I also have this characteristic of "fuck me? oh, well, fuck you too" response to things... I really like to help, but when it feels like I'm unwanted I clam up faster than a whore who just found out her 'client' is broke... It's especially frustrating when you've been a part of the entire process, and then suddenly you get screwed out of it entirely - like that guy that Mark Zuckerberg fucked over in the Facebook movie... Oh well, it never hurts to help others right? Ugh, looks like I really do have a long way to go

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Let's learn some theory!

How incompetent? Can't even spell the damn word
Ah, theory... The abstract concepts of that can only take you so far when applied in the real world... Theory can help, but it's really mostly practice and repetition that will do the trick

Man, I thought this week was gonna be slack... I, however, have been proven dead wrong by the steady amount of crap that I have to do this week... Ugh, still got a long way to go before actually getting some much-needed rest

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Sunshine, Lollipops, and Rainbows

Metaphorically pictographic representation of the past few days
It's almost winter, but the past few days have made me reminisce about summer time. With all the depth of my interactions and the swimsuits, it might as well be the dog days of summer. However, that is still two seasons and six months of school away so there is still a long way to go

Friday, November 4, 2011

Avalanche

Seriously, guys? ONE AT A TIME!!!
HOLY SHIT. The past few days have been a clusterfuck of stress... Actually change that, it was a clusterfuck of clusterfucks of stress... First, I twist my ankle - which led to swelling and limping the past few days... Then Business decided to rain down a crapload of work on me, and then Sociology said: "Hey, you look like you got a lot on your plate, so here's a MIDTERM WORTH 30% OF YOUR FINAL MARK to go with it"... And for good measure, Economics also joined in with another midterm that is worth another 20 or so percent...

I thought that I was free after this week, but University is starting to rear its ugly head... Still a ton of things to do for at least another week and a half, FUCK... Gah, still got a looooooooooong way to go